(via azaryyy)
Seems to me that I leave one stressful place and attempt to escape from it and when it seems that I find a calm place to rest my head with out having to hear yelling and hollering all day long I find my self in the same position i was trying to escape from, I can’t help but plant my self in horrible places like the ones I’ve planted my self in before and I don’t know what to do, I’m claiming insanity attempting to do the same thing and hoping a different out come will appear , but as little I know the different outcome never appears always negative thoughts rise to level and I’m going crazy and about to do something stupid, I don’t want to buy its the only thing I know to escape from all these things surrounding me! I don’t want to but seems to me that’s it’s the last choice standing infront of me and I’m dead scared!
